what if everything you used to know, is an elaborate dream?
So here's how I see my life right now.
Current life:
2 summer classes 4 days a week 8 am to noon. Accounting. Probably the two of the toughest classes acc 501 and 370. Had the 501 test on Thursday, and i feared failing it, but all and all, i think i passed... hopefully B-. In my 370 class, i've accidentally opened my mouth too many times and I think the teacher thinks i'm a smart kid. usually I go the "fly under the radar" approach. Oh well, luckily i understand the material right now. Oh, did i mention that 4 hours of acc class a day plus studying sucks? If not, insert complaining.... here ->>> ( )
Work:
Been looking... somewhat. had some potential opportunities, but no dice so far. Haven't been trying too hard, so it's really my fault. Now that i am nearly broke, i can start to worry. Whatever.. money and material things are over-rated. Besides, i have a HUGE stock of food from the apt.
Music:
Two new cds, NIN "with teeth" and Audioslave "out of exile" Both are decent.
Running:
I miss it. It doesn't fit neatly in my daily schedule. so sad.
Home:
I kinda wish i could spend some more time at home to help my family get through things. I wish i was the good older cousin role model to my cousin. He has a kid on the way... there is a chance it's not his. He's only 16 or 17 now. I spent some time with him last time I was down, and it was nice. I tried to impart some of my wisdom.
My family treats me well, I just couldn't live there anymore.
Social life:
Really, I don't have one right now. Just hang out with Erin. (which is not a complaint)
Frat:
Not too much to report right now. I need to get the ball rolling on the CDD ordeal. Plus rush has to be organized before school starts, but we need to wait til august. Next year could be one of the best years in PCT's history at CMU. We have a good house. Good leadership. Fresh pledges. And good members.
Future:
I have moved away from wanting to do accounting all my life. I am leaning towards financial planning again. I like working with people, and i get numbers. I don't enjoy working with numbers and learning a ton of different ways of working with them. I'm still gonna go for both majors though, since i'm almost done.
House:
I've been living with Erin since school ended. Which is a new experience for sure. It's been great, except the occaional fight where you can't really leave and get some space for the rest of the night. I found out that I can start moving in to the frat house today. Megan, Jillian and I looked through the house to mark down all the things that need to be fixed. I'm ecstatic. wax ecstatic.
here's some lovely lyrics of the moment;
"Now I just stare into the sun
And I see everything I've done
I think I could've been someone
But I can't stop what has begun
When everything is said and done
And there is no place left to run
I think I used to be someone
Now I just stare into the sun"
~ "Sunspots" NIN
Current life:
2 summer classes 4 days a week 8 am to noon. Accounting. Probably the two of the toughest classes acc 501 and 370. Had the 501 test on Thursday, and i feared failing it, but all and all, i think i passed... hopefully B-. In my 370 class, i've accidentally opened my mouth too many times and I think the teacher thinks i'm a smart kid. usually I go the "fly under the radar" approach. Oh well, luckily i understand the material right now. Oh, did i mention that 4 hours of acc class a day plus studying sucks? If not, insert complaining.... here ->>> ( )
Work:
Been looking... somewhat. had some potential opportunities, but no dice so far. Haven't been trying too hard, so it's really my fault. Now that i am nearly broke, i can start to worry. Whatever.. money and material things are over-rated. Besides, i have a HUGE stock of food from the apt.
Music:
Two new cds, NIN "with teeth" and Audioslave "out of exile" Both are decent.
Running:
I miss it. It doesn't fit neatly in my daily schedule. so sad.
Home:
I kinda wish i could spend some more time at home to help my family get through things. I wish i was the good older cousin role model to my cousin. He has a kid on the way... there is a chance it's not his. He's only 16 or 17 now. I spent some time with him last time I was down, and it was nice. I tried to impart some of my wisdom.
My family treats me well, I just couldn't live there anymore.
Social life:
Really, I don't have one right now. Just hang out with Erin. (which is not a complaint)
Frat:
Not too much to report right now. I need to get the ball rolling on the CDD ordeal. Plus rush has to be organized before school starts, but we need to wait til august. Next year could be one of the best years in PCT's history at CMU. We have a good house. Good leadership. Fresh pledges. And good members.
Future:
I have moved away from wanting to do accounting all my life. I am leaning towards financial planning again. I like working with people, and i get numbers. I don't enjoy working with numbers and learning a ton of different ways of working with them. I'm still gonna go for both majors though, since i'm almost done.
House:
I've been living with Erin since school ended. Which is a new experience for sure. It's been great, except the occaional fight where you can't really leave and get some space for the rest of the night. I found out that I can start moving in to the frat house today. Megan, Jillian and I looked through the house to mark down all the things that need to be fixed. I'm ecstatic. wax ecstatic.
here's some lovely lyrics of the moment;
"Now I just stare into the sun
And I see everything I've done
I think I could've been someone
But I can't stop what has begun
When everything is said and done
And there is no place left to run
I think I used to be someone
Now I just stare into the sun"
~ "Sunspots" NIN