Heres to My Weekend...
Lets see...friday night there was an accapella show that I went to. I clapped really loud for a the co co beaux and a girl asked if they were my favoirte, I said, "yeah i'm a groupie" (minus the sex part) and she laughed saying "arent we all". Later that night as I sat in Bens room, the only girl amoung all the boys of the co co beaux I thought to myself, "no, we arent all groupies" =) it was a good night and I bonded with Dan. He came to Ben and Theos room looking for Kathryn but she had gone to bed early and so he stood there akwardly for a second and then just sat down on my lap and we talked all night...it was odd but really really good. I feel like we knocked down a wall and hopfully the rest will just sorta happen. So thats the story of Dan. Sat morning my mom came nice and early for parents weekend. We went to a lecture on studying abroad which motivated me to do some research and even schedual a meeting with my advisor to talk about declaring a major in architecture! I know! We went to harvest fest and watched the soccer game, I played with the kids that I babysat later that night, we went running down to the boats and across to the island where we sat and talked for a long time and it was a good day indeed. Sat night babysat for the kids who were great. There were three year old twins, Seth and Hannah...if I dont have twins I dont know what I shall do with myself! They were so precious. Then came the long awaited conversation with Jon. I havent been pushing it. We have both been so busy that the time we do spend together is really layed back but we havent pulled an all nighter in almost two weeks and it was starting to bug me. Then he called saying that he didnt want to see anyone all night but would i come over and play. Which was funny. We talked about Roche and Danny a bit. Mostly I listened about Dani. I think that I would really like her =) I love that he loves her. I dont ever want him to stop loving her in his whole life. But I want him to accept that he loves her and that there relationship has come and gone and perhaps open himself up to the possibly of falling in love again. I know that nothing I say can convince him of this and that only time will make it right. Still, I'm worried that he is going to miss out on his life while living in the past. Oh Jon. I want so badly for him to be ready to try something new. Its hard not to push him but I know that I have forever. We talked until 4 am and then he fell asleep and so I left to try to get a few minutes rest before getting up at the crack of dawn to go to burlington vt to visit bridget. It was worth it. She is amazing! It was so good to see her...I hadnt realized how long it had been because I have been so busy but damn was it happy. That and its her birthday today!!! So I got to celeberate with her and pick apples too, what a perfect day to pick apples, if only it was 4 degrees cooler though. This morning I tried to leave her college at 7 so that I could get back here for lunch which didnt happen because my car broke down, got towed and was in the shop until 2pm...gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! I sat there and did homework for a while and then I walked around and fown a great shopping area much like pearl st in boulder colorado it was cobble stone and cut off from traffic with lots of neat little shops all along it. I spent a good deal of time in the book store and life was happy. Soooooo, the car got fixed, I drove to Springfield and decided to stop at home for dinner and play with my family for a little while before ending here 12 and a half hours after I started. Feeeeeeew! What a day! =)