fuck

[freakyloner]

i want to kill you, not you but YOU. its just you. you have life. you have friends. you make me feel stupid. you make me feel pitiful. just you. you are alive. you are hate. you discriminate. you are what makes life. you bring hatred. you destroy people. you are evil. i hate you. just die

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[scarredemu]

I'm not sure how it is with everyone else, or maybe the both of us are just really weird, but... if you don't question every single action you take, then you'd be concentrating on worse things... things that you won't ever find a conclusion to.
You can't run away, or hide, or even ignore it. This is you, and you can never really get away from it. There's no freedom, only this constant, desolate, rambling of entirely futile thoughts.
And it's a terrible life... it always will be.... but it's also all you'll ever have. Isn't it?

I know that I'm not the most helpful or optimistic person... but I'm a bloody amazing realist, even if reality is depressing.

[freakyloner]

i know........ some days i just wish i could be stupid, ignorent. ignorence is bliss right? ............ *sigh*

[scarredemu]

Ignorance is supposed to be bliss, but apparently all the ignorant people worry about how they should be more intelligent.
It seems to be an inevitable circle of misery.

But, I do know how you feel. There are days when I believe stupidity would solve most of my problems.