so ya...
x-mas is cummin up and i dont kno wut to get for barb. she getz mad at me when i bring this subject up cuz she is lik well u sed u were getin me stuff on our 6 moth and my birthday and u didnt. so y would i expect nething from u on x-mas. im sorry that i didnt get her nething. its really not my fault, i didnt have alot of money and i had no time to go out. i could have goten her a card or sumthing but that never came into my mind. i wanted sumthing bigger and better. i promised her sneeks but i only had lik 10$ to spend on her and i just kept thinkin about things to get her but nothin cam up and if it did it wuz lik mad money that i didnt have. to this day i still am sorry i didnt get her nething. and if she wants to keep thingin i aitn gettin her nething then thats good cuz then i can suprise her with a good gift. but im not sure. im not sure if i wanna get her lik alot of lil things or a nice big thing. lik a really big teddy bear that says I LOVE YOU on the tummy or lik alot of emily the strange stuff and harry potty stuff. she loves that kinda stuff, lik the harry potty t-shirts and the emily stuff. just today i got her emily shoes strings, she wuz in sum kind of mood today i dotn kno wut but wen i wuz goin o get her the shoestrings she wuz lik dont get them, u dont have to get them if u dont want. its not lik i dont wanna spend moeny on her is just that i never lik spendin moeny at all unless it is food or sumthing for me. ( i kno im goin to hear alot of crap from that one) but i love barb and now that i have moeny and i get it rite when i get to work im goin to get her stuff on x-maz. she mite not get things everyday or once a week but random cards and lil things on our ann. are a must. well ok i love barb and i hope she can understand everything i sed if she reads it. and im sorry about wut i sed in the other entry hun i love you! i do and i wuz just gettin worked up. and i kno u talk to brandon all the time even if i get mad at u and tell u not to but i dont kare. as long as u dont talk dirty to him. cuz u dont with me. lol but i love you ! i really do. cya guys or who ever reads this! haha
billy
billy