May 01, 2024 08:07
I think this is the start of the end. She’s not talking to me unless the girls are around. She doesn’t engage with me unless it’s something needed for the home. I’m trying to keep her and she doesn’t seem like she’s making an effort. I’m hurting, I’m feeling low. I feel like I have go constantly distract myself so I don’t allow the depression that is fighting to get in overwhelm me. I’m done. I just can’t keep going like this.