Hmm.....
Well I have been doing a lot of thinking as of late. I have so much going on in my mind that I don't know where to begin. First I guess I should say I am loving my psych class for college. It is probably the most interesting class I have ever been in. The mind is an interesting thing. Hmm secondly I should say I am excited to go see my counselor on Friday. I have a lot of things I would like to talk about and things I don't understand. I should probably write them down though so I don't forget. Thirdly Darius' surgery is in 4 days and even though its minor, I am so scared. I'm also optimistic that he will be just fine, but at the same time I feel I should be brave for him. I listen to him talk about his fears and worries about it and I know he is afraid he is going to die, but it makes me scared too. I mean what would I do if something went wrong and he wasn't here with me anymore? I don't think I could stand to not have him by my side. I just keep praying things will be fine and that he will be healed up before he knows it.