Weekend
The weekend is almost over and it's time for another week of work. Fun. :-\ At least I can dress up for Halloween tomorrow, but I also have a client coming in with a terrible attitude. Definitely didn't like dealing with her when I saw her in January, so I'm sure she won't like it when I point out she has lied about her degree and she definitely won't get a job that way. Wonderful way to start out the day, right?
Anyway...
I ran a few errands yesterday morning, but felt rushed. Blah. Then I came home and got ready for Diedre's and Brian's party. I wore my princess dress (the one I've worn for the past two years and will wear again tomorrow) because I can't seem to find anything else I like. It went well, though. People seemed to like my costume. The party was fun. I needed to get out of the house and associate with other people. I definitely miss hanging out with friends.
I'm so happy for Diedre and Brian. They have such a wonderful life. Their house is so cute and they're so happy together. :-)
That, however, makes me feel sad for myself. If that makes any sense. Don't get me wrong, I want other people to have the best things in life. But...at the same time, I want that for myself, also. I really wish that Leo and I could go ahead and start our life together, but I doubt that will be possible for a while. Leo's still in school for another 1.5 years. Then, who knows where he'll end up getting a job, but we'll be moving together. Unless something awful happens to our relationship before then. But, I keep thinking sometimes that we're wasting away our years together. It's my fault for not moving to Raleigh with him, but things were so shaky then. *sigh* I can't start thinking about everything or I'll start crying. I just want to be happy, too, and start living life with the man I love.
Ugh, I'm so emotional and dramatic. It's not like I can speed up anything...I'll just have to be patient.
Well, I hope everyone is having a great weekend...and have a safe Halloween!!
{Thanks Diedre for inviting me. I did have a great time last night. Maybe we can get together again sometime!}
Anyway...
I ran a few errands yesterday morning, but felt rushed. Blah. Then I came home and got ready for Diedre's and Brian's party. I wore my princess dress (the one I've worn for the past two years and will wear again tomorrow) because I can't seem to find anything else I like. It went well, though. People seemed to like my costume. The party was fun. I needed to get out of the house and associate with other people. I definitely miss hanging out with friends.
I'm so happy for Diedre and Brian. They have such a wonderful life. Their house is so cute and they're so happy together. :-)
That, however, makes me feel sad for myself. If that makes any sense. Don't get me wrong, I want other people to have the best things in life. But...at the same time, I want that for myself, also. I really wish that Leo and I could go ahead and start our life together, but I doubt that will be possible for a while. Leo's still in school for another 1.5 years. Then, who knows where he'll end up getting a job, but we'll be moving together. Unless something awful happens to our relationship before then. But, I keep thinking sometimes that we're wasting away our years together. It's my fault for not moving to Raleigh with him, but things were so shaky then. *sigh* I can't start thinking about everything or I'll start crying. I just want to be happy, too, and start living life with the man I love.
Ugh, I'm so emotional and dramatic. It's not like I can speed up anything...I'll just have to be patient.
Well, I hope everyone is having a great weekend...and have a safe Halloween!!
{Thanks Diedre for inviting me. I did have a great time last night. Maybe we can get together again sometime!}