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[freakyfish8in]

Errg... this sucks. I'm really confused, I don't know what to do. I'm losing a friend. I know it. Sure, I was a dick, but she siad some pretty f'd up things to. Then when I realize just how badly I hurt her... about things not even relating to her. I try to apologize, and she won't belive me that I'm sorry. I care about her alot, but she is one of

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[redheadedbimbo1]

i regreat it too.. im sorry for not hugging you back, i just need some time to cool off.. and i think im okie now.. but we need to talk, but thats only if you want to, bc i wanna i miss yo, first is so hard, not being able to talk to you, and that tension and yeah ill talk to you sometime lvoes

[freakyfish8in]

I know we need to talk. But if we do. It's going to be in person. Because I'm afriad if it's any other way, we might get in another fight. Cause it's hard to get mad at you in person. I'm afriad to get in another fight. I really don't want to. And I won't be going to Danielle's party. Cause I have to watch my brothers. So maybe on Monday or if I see you sometime this weekend. But I doubt it.

[redheadedbimbo1]

that sucks you cant make it to her party, ill be at school probaby like 7:00 bc i have to pick something up from a teacher, so maybe in the morning, bc im not going to the park to have a smoke break bc thoese are bad.. but i agree w. you we need to talk and i dont want to get into another fight, with each one, it just gets worse, and it might be a good thing you cant get mad at m ein person, but also can be a bad thing. I dont want to fight, so dont be afraid of getting into another one. bc i dont want them just as much as you do all the do is make us frustrated and make me cry..alot so ill talk to you monday, and maybe call you sometime this weekend james

[freakyfish8in]

So basically I am willing to not completely "forget" but sorta not look bad on this whole thing. That is if you are.

[redheadedbimbo1]

its just a road block thing in our friendship and us dating and us being friends and stuff, and we shoudnt forget about it, yes it was a hard time for both of us, but it will make our friendship stronger some how i belierve so, i dunno, we will talk and things will be good again, i just we just need to talk okie? i want us to be friends you mean the world to me and i wouldnt want you to not be in my world, even tho its just as a friend, it would be great if wed get back together, but he is in love with me and i want to be with him too, boys are confusing, but girls are worse, but i want to thank you for sticking around by my side in this whole thing it means so much that you didnt got fuck it.. well acutally you did but w.e.. we will talk later.. bye james

<3 michelle