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Note: Livejournal entry place has become weird and updated.
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This, for sure, will be an extremely confusing entry to most of you except me, for most of the entry. It's okay. You don't need to understand any of it. In fact, I'd rather you not...
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The numbers "one, two, three" have officially become much more complicated to the eyes of Megara Christine. (speaking of eyes, mine are bloodshot and teary)... Since I can't say any names, really, in this I'll use "a, b, c's"... something I understand a little better... Person A has been getting on my case about everything. "a" has decided that I should go to a shrink. What have I done wrong to deserve the treatement I receive from "a"?
Person B is driving me insane. "b" will never say "hello" to me but will watch me closely in far distances and have small conversations with me about red sox, the weather (threw you off on that one!), and some other stuff. If you can't open your mouth to say "hi" can you at least SMILE at me? acknowledge my existance as your friend and not just some girl who you know? what happened to the days when I called you up and we would have long conversations and then whenever I saw you you would always be talking to me? Have I changed or maybe you have?... whatever.
Person C won't even look at me... at least person "b" looks at me when "b" sees me, unlike person "c".... am I really that easy to ignore?
D... I really don't know about you. I have no problem with you whatsoever except the way you make me feel when I see you. I can't describe it. Maybe it's a jealousy thing.
none of you will EVER understand that, and that's all right... because that was just me taking out my anger from my parental unit out on the computer. I'm sorry, compy, no one will ever comprehend the junk I put you under.
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"so I run faster".
WEEKENDS NEVER COME FAST ENOUGH and colds kill to the bone.
once again I appologize for this entry. It was dumb.