Sep 18, 2018 18:45
Already feeling burnt out and we're only halfway into September...not good lol. Between daycare dropoffs/picksups, Hudson napping like shit at daycare and coming home sick and grouchy, going back and forth to the vet with Chester 2-3 times a week for his laser treatments (which are thankfully working but the hour round trip after work is really starting to wear on me), back to school night, and doctors appointments, I've literally had something going on every single day after work with the exception of like one day a week. As if that weren't enough I found a lump in my boob 2 weeks ago. Went to the doctor and she ordered me a mammo and an ultrasound and told me not to worry...but I be worryin lol. So this was a week ago. I called to set up the mammogram appointment and they were like "we can only do the ultrasound for now because you breastfed within the last 3 months" which to me sounds like bullshit. So now I have to do the ultrasound on Thursday and then get ANOTHER appointment/script for the mammogram in like another week so I'm out of their three month breastfeeding cutoff ::eyeroll:: So I've been internally freaking out about that for the last 2 weeks, and will be until after the ultrasound and probably also the mammogram...good times.
Anyway, this weekend was pretty uneventful because Pat was busting his ass doing things around the house, which meant I was stuck on parenting duty literally the entire time. Don't get me wrong it was great to spend time with him, but I also had my own shit I would have liked to get done and it would have been nice to have a little break. Can't really say shit to him though because he was working his ass off, it wasn't like he was out with his friends or something. The parenting/momlife struggle is real lol. Friday after work I took care of Hudson and tried to get the house straightened up a little. After Hudson went to bed Pat and I had a couple drinks and watched some tv and I passed out on the couch around 11 and went up to bed around midnight.
Saturday we slept in til like 7:30 lol. Pat spent the day working in the yard/garage and making several trips to Agway and Harbor Freight. I did manage to spray some round up during one of Hudson's barely existent naps and started to clean up the house a little. Also Hudson and I got to put pink flags in the yard near all the sprinkler heads so Pat wouldn't hit them while aerating the lawn the next day lol. He ended up working until like 9:30 and by then we were pretty much shot. Took a shower and had a single drink and went upstairs around 11 but didn't fall asleep til 1ish.
Sunday Hudson woke up at 7:30 again so that's when we got up. He was super cute and happy and did actually take an excellent nap for once so I was able to get a good amount of cleaning done. Around 5 Pat and I both called it quits and ordered Chinese food and had drinks and watched Jersey Shore til bedtime at like 10:30 lol.
Unfortunately Pat had to go to Chicago for work yesterday and today...so I've been doing the single mom thing and of course last night happened to be back to school night which I had to bring Hudson to lol. He took like a 20 minute nap at daycare so I was like ohhhh shit but fortunately I did get him to nap for like 45 minutes before we had to leave and he was a perfect angel the whole time.
Slept like shit last night...went to bed at 11:30 and then Hudson was up crying from 4-5. So then I went back to sleep for half an hour until I had to get up at 5:30 lol. After work I picked Hudson up and then stopped at home to pick up Chester before shuttling us all to what we thought would be his last laser appointment...but juuuust kidding they recommended getting six more, which I di because admittedly they HAVE really been working miracles. Just such a pain in the ass traveling back and forth at rush hour with an infant. Anyway we just got home like an hour ago and Hudson fell asleep on the way home and stayed asleep in his carseat for awhile. And now he's awake and being cute and happy soooo I'm gonna go play with him til bedtime :)