Excuse me while I have a Ramble
Like wtf? Forever since my last post, and now you get a ramble! WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF THE GREAT AND POWERFUL TABETHA!
I'm not even sure what exactly I'm rambling about. I just need to get a ramble out, that's all I know. I'm going to blame it on the fact that it's three in the morning, I'm tired, and yet I can't sleep for... some God-unknown reason. XD Ah well. Such is life. I'll get over it.
Been feeling a bit awkward on and off lately. Big issue being that my goddamn period won't start. (wtf, period? I'm dating a GIRL, she can't GET ME PREGNANT...) I'm giving it like... two more days before I make an appointment to figure out wtf is going on. But I really don't want to go see the OB/GYN about it. x_X... I know, I know, I typically get pissy at people who "don't want to go to the doctor" when they're like... dying from pneumonia, but... I feel awkward about this. Like really awkward. I'm not used to feeling awkward about things that are... um... well... ME, honestly.
... then again, been feeling awkward about me lately too. Ah well. XD
Tried to do some writing today and actually got some done. So bonus there. Didn't get as much as I would have LIKED done, but... it's a start, yeah?
Had to drive my mom all over the state (not really. XD It's just, two days in a row she's had me driving her around places... gets annoying, man... I hate driving that much with only vague purposes). We're doing the party set-up thing. Which is actually a lot ... less work than usual this year for some reason. I just hope we get a couple more helping hands, because God DAMN it, I CANNOT do all this work while I have a job too... My stupid ass brother keeps staying up till like... 5 in the morning, waking up at like... 1 in the afternoon, and then working at 2. Pissing me the fuck off. I'm about a day away from kicking his ass out of bed at 10 in the morning every day and making him do some fucking shit. I'm not sure he's even gone a night without hanging with friends since he got home from school. It's like... such goddamn bullshit. *woosh, /endpissy*
Seriously hoping that I find out in the next couple months whether or not I'm getting a job with the Chrysler cleaning people. Will make my life so much easier just... KNOWING which way it's gonna go. Really want to move out of the house. It's the little things that are killing me now, especially with the party coming up and my mom having a freak-out. I ... ugh, there are times where I just want to burst into tears for literally no reason - .... though that could be hormones from lack of period. Shit-fuck. XD
I've decided to try and go back to school in the fall. Not any full-time stuff or anything. Just... going a class or two at a time to try and get my Associate's from Macomb. That would be nice. =/ 'cause then at least I'd have a degree under my belt. And I'd really like to take a history class now that I'm into Hetalia. I know that I'd actually LEARN shit... =D At least, I hope that I would... >_> And wouldn't just go, "*snicker snicker*" through the whole class...
Wow, this ramble turned into something massive, didn't it? XD Ah well. One last thing... And woosh, here comes the cheesiness (it happens, folks, I'm good at it)...
I miss my girlfriiiiend. XD... Like, it hasn't been that long since I saw her last (like... two days or so?) but I still miss her. Didn't realize I could miss someone who wasn't my mommy quite this much. *snerk* ((HO SHIT, RAINING OUTSIDE - why thank you, side-trackable brain...)) I'm not even sure when I'll get to see her again at this point, which is sad... but hey! I know I'll get to see her for the party, so bonus! =D She makes me ... so goddamn like happy ;w; <--- tears, they are a good thing...? XD I dunno. Cannot describe! *just makes a heart...*
Fuck my cheese! I'm going to bed!
~Tabetha~
I'm not even sure what exactly I'm rambling about. I just need to get a ramble out, that's all I know. I'm going to blame it on the fact that it's three in the morning, I'm tired, and yet I can't sleep for... some God-unknown reason. XD Ah well. Such is life. I'll get over it.
Been feeling a bit awkward on and off lately. Big issue being that my goddamn period won't start. (wtf, period? I'm dating a GIRL, she can't GET ME PREGNANT...) I'm giving it like... two more days before I make an appointment to figure out wtf is going on. But I really don't want to go see the OB/GYN about it. x_X... I know, I know, I typically get pissy at people who "don't want to go to the doctor" when they're like... dying from pneumonia, but... I feel awkward about this. Like really awkward. I'm not used to feeling awkward about things that are... um... well... ME, honestly.
... then again, been feeling awkward about me lately too. Ah well. XD
Tried to do some writing today and actually got some done. So bonus there. Didn't get as much as I would have LIKED done, but... it's a start, yeah?
Had to drive my mom all over the state (not really. XD It's just, two days in a row she's had me driving her around places... gets annoying, man... I hate driving that much with only vague purposes). We're doing the party set-up thing. Which is actually a lot ... less work than usual this year for some reason. I just hope we get a couple more helping hands, because God DAMN it, I CANNOT do all this work while I have a job too... My stupid ass brother keeps staying up till like... 5 in the morning, waking up at like... 1 in the afternoon, and then working at 2. Pissing me the fuck off. I'm about a day away from kicking his ass out of bed at 10 in the morning every day and making him do some fucking shit. I'm not sure he's even gone a night without hanging with friends since he got home from school. It's like... such goddamn bullshit. *woosh, /endpissy*
Seriously hoping that I find out in the next couple months whether or not I'm getting a job with the Chrysler cleaning people. Will make my life so much easier just... KNOWING which way it's gonna go. Really want to move out of the house. It's the little things that are killing me now, especially with the party coming up and my mom having a freak-out. I ... ugh, there are times where I just want to burst into tears for literally no reason - .... though that could be hormones from lack of period. Shit-fuck. XD
I've decided to try and go back to school in the fall. Not any full-time stuff or anything. Just... going a class or two at a time to try and get my Associate's from Macomb. That would be nice. =/ 'cause then at least I'd have a degree under my belt. And I'd really like to take a history class now that I'm into Hetalia. I know that I'd actually LEARN shit... =D At least, I hope that I would... >_> And wouldn't just go, "*snicker snicker*" through the whole class...
Wow, this ramble turned into something massive, didn't it? XD Ah well. One last thing... And woosh, here comes the cheesiness (it happens, folks, I'm good at it)...
I miss my girlfriiiiend. XD... Like, it hasn't been that long since I saw her last (like... two days or so?) but I still miss her. Didn't realize I could miss someone who wasn't my mommy quite this much. *snerk* ((HO SHIT, RAINING OUTSIDE - why thank you, side-trackable brain...)) I'm not even sure when I'll get to see her again at this point, which is sad... but hey! I know I'll get to see her for the party, so bonus! =D She makes me ... so goddamn like happy ;w; <--- tears, they are a good thing...? XD I dunno. Cannot describe! *just makes a heart...*
Fuck my cheese! I'm going to bed!
~Tabetha~