Why do i love him

[freak_ashes_ash]

Somethings rong :(, how can i stop this maddness in my heart? i truely deeply love someone, but he found our entire relationship.... an obsession. Obsession? wow i never hurd that befor, how is what we had an obsession? it felt so real, even though i know him and i will never be again, i cant stop loving him, and it hurts so bad that he thinks

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[silenthero13]

Whenever I talk to you Ashley you seem ever so wonderful, if you have a promblem i am here, just because i have a girlfriend doesnt not mean i can not continue to be yours, if your messege me to talk about something then i will talk!lol, i am sorry i usually dont start conversations, also to Anonymous: I am sure in your life you have wondered if you will ever find mr/ms right, do you dare sit there and type everything in ur life is perfect? Who are you to say when people find love and how as to that? Are you so retarded that you think everything is great in this life? i find it funny as Ashley does that you are posting about how she is "bitching" and yet you do not reveal your identity, if you DO believe these so called patterns and truths tell us who you are and lets see how perfect your life is!? but on a lighter note to you Ashes:i can not tell you who is perfect in your life and who is not, this is a decision to you, i have told you what i belive to be love in a relationship before..you say that you are alright now, but if you want to talk just holler, or if you dont then that is your decsion but no one can make it for you but you, if you do believe yourself a strong person and prove dumbass up here wrong..then decide to do something and not sit there and swallow in grief..it is not a fun path at all....

[freak_ashes_ash]

I know ur there when i need someone to talk to, and ur a really great friend. im really trying to make life peachy, and not so depressing but its really hard for me. I might seem happy, but im not happy. its just i get so depressed that i go into some sort of shock and it makes me some crazy psyco wild person or some lazy, tired, bitchy person. and mr. Anonymous, lol whomever he/she might be... i really think i know who it is, but w/e he can go run his mouth all he wants, hes just saying shit not really hurting me any, its just annoying. ill talk to u later some about stuff if thats kewl. ttyl'z