Why do i love him
Somethings rong :(, how can i stop this maddness in my heart? i truely deeply love someone, but he found our entire relationship.... an obsession. Obsession? wow i never hurd that befor, how is what we had an obsession? it felt so real, even though i know him and i will never be again, i cant stop loving him, and it hurts so bad that he thinks what we had wasnt real.Whats rong with me? everytime i feel like im finally going to be happy,things change. i find the guy thats amazing, we have so much in common and when i look into his eyes i can see his whole life flash infront of my eyes. y is that i always get dumped for the beautifull girls? y cant i be beautifull, for once in my life id like to actually be wanted, to be truely loved, to just be hugged tightly and lied to and tell me everything will be ok, even tho its not all ok. i just want some hope, seriously one little glimps of hope. im sick of dreaming of him and wishing he hadnt made up that lame ass excuse to leave me. all i can think of is him, whenever i see him i cant help but to feel empty inside, when i talk to him i feel empty inside. i just dont want to be here anymore, and i know that sounds very emo, and thats how i feel, unloved, alone, and sick of life.....