I cant convince myself that i dont.
Its really fuckin hard to convince myself that i dont like a girl. Harder when she walks a drunken mile to get cigarettes with me, and hangs opn me the whoel time.
So the situation... i have a crush on a girl that is crazy about one of my dearest frioends...
Maybe its just the fact that i havent been with someone for almost 8 months... unless you count 1 night stands... er make that 2 night stands.
No... thats not it... i just havent been able to connect to someone as much as this in a while. And it really hurts to know that i have to stop myself. Because ill be making a whole lot more pain for myself if i dont.
Summer has been surreal. Ive been partying almost every day, getting drunk too often, smoking way too many cigarettes... 3 packs in 24 hours is bound to kill me soon right?
Ive been spending a whole lotta time with a different group of people, and i really really miss my friends that i havent seen. Why cant i be special, and be in 2 places at once? Please make it possible for me to have control over time... anyone?
I should probably just talk to this girl about it, but right now, thats just about the scariest thing in the world to me...
what the fuck am i supposed to do?
So the situation... i have a crush on a girl that is crazy about one of my dearest frioends...
Maybe its just the fact that i havent been with someone for almost 8 months... unless you count 1 night stands... er make that 2 night stands.
No... thats not it... i just havent been able to connect to someone as much as this in a while. And it really hurts to know that i have to stop myself. Because ill be making a whole lot more pain for myself if i dont.
Summer has been surreal. Ive been partying almost every day, getting drunk too often, smoking way too many cigarettes... 3 packs in 24 hours is bound to kill me soon right?
Ive been spending a whole lotta time with a different group of people, and i really really miss my friends that i havent seen. Why cant i be special, and be in 2 places at once? Please make it possible for me to have control over time... anyone?
I should probably just talk to this girl about it, but right now, thats just about the scariest thing in the world to me...
what the fuck am i supposed to do?