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So it's been a long time since I've updated. I always say that when i really do end up updating. This time it really has been a long time due to the fact that my internet has been broken for a couple of days, and when it wasn't broke, I wasn't home. I've been starting not to care if I have a message from someone special on the computer, because if they really wish to tell me something or whatever, I do have a cell phone.
Basketball has been going surprizingly well for the past week, we won our first two games vs. Mazon & LaSalle. I know, not much competition, but it's just really weird starting back up again. Exciting, but weird. It seems like 2 weeks ago we were all playing at the L-P tournement.. even though it wasn't that long ago. After our game on Thursday we all went to Peru Pizza house and it gave most of us to get the chance to really talk and become closer. We all know a lot about each other on the court, as in how we play basketball, and what we can and can't do. Not so much can't, but our limits when it comes to skill. We all talked a lot and had some good laughs && it's just the beginning of the season, so hopefully we'll be a lot closer once we have 4 games a week. I mean, I've been playing basketball with these girls forever. It's our 4th year together, and next year we'll be in high school and all be seperated. Not so much seperated, but joined by people from Wallace, Grand Ridge, Marseilles, and whatever. BLAH.
Since my internet was broke, I cleaned out the guest room because we have a garage sale next Saturday, and I found a box of old pictures from ages and ages ago. I found a handful of pictures of this one day when Rob & Andrew came over to my house with me and Marisa. We all look KILLER young and innocent. Marisa kept taking pictures of us in my room and there not even like real pictures, but I remember that was like so long ago and it made me realize how much of an 'impact' or a big part of my life Andrew has been since I met him. I don't even really remember meeting him bceause it was so long ago. My room was so different, I was so different, we all were so different. I was so mad at Andrew and Rob that day because they lit my tuna can on fire, and they took all my cds in their pockets and ran outside with my hair dryer and hooker boots. Ahh, good times eh? I guess.. lol. It also made me think about how stupid all of this is. It's so dumb how one day at school we'll be talking and laughing and the next Michael calls me and acts like a bitch to me about him and says things that I believe to be true and I don't talk to him for 2 days or so. Yeah, I do admit it, I love the kid. A lot at that. Because he's always been there and we've been through so much. Our friendship is ''so strong, nothing can happen to it'', but lately things have been changing and I just wish I was in 5th grade again with hiim going out with Marisa and puts his arm around her and yells, "LATER!" with his big smile at the OHS game. Ahh haha we thought we were so cool back then. I guess I was just so used to everything being the same, and me and everyone always relied on him for small stupid things, and he has changed so much and has moved on to other people, other friends, and other ways of doing things. Instead of getting calls from him like I used to, my cell phone doesn't ring as much as it did. & I don't get hugs in the morning before school.
Things change in such a short amount of time I guess.
x3xo
cassidy