Nov 07, 2005 17:05
Hey there, I'm back again. Okay...so, I wrote this three paragraph long opus, detailing recent enlightenments, my feelings on various situations and my plans to resolve them....5mins before the computer crashed. Yeah I got a little tiffed until Jezter reminded me that the important thing was that I MADE said plans and got my feelings out. If wasn't able to share them all with you there might be a reason for that. So rather than let people who may doubt me, read what I'm going to do, I believe it'll be better instead to simply DO the things I've decided to uh,...do. That came out more retarded than eloquent but either way I think my point was made. I've made a plan and I'll follow through, 'cause that's what Brian Boitano'd do! Sorry, I couldn't resist the urge.
I've hit a plateau finally. The world is no longer chaos and, for the most part, I know exactly what I have to do. Okay, so I only know the general direction to go in, but that's certainly a start, and I pride myself on my flexibility. Now for random news bits: Freak Night IX was everybit as amazing as it promised. This was easily the best Halloween in ages. Me and Doc (Brian) are on speaking terms again, thanx to one of the craziest weekends of my life. It's actaually a tad bit amazing no one got arrested. (GTA? hahaha!) AnYwAy, I'm not living at Dubble Bubble's. I know my duaghter's not in Cali anymore. I'll be getting a place in Seattle with Katie and another couple soon. Heather's finally not able to leech off me anymore. Katie's working at Wal-Mart. I found a great, if not slightly confused friend in Sharpie. I'm in the best mental state of my life, not to mention social. And I'm more comfortable with my sinign than I've ever been. That's that for the random bit's. Now for the big news.
Last weekend I found a feeling that I thought would only happen to me once in my life. Last Friday it occured to me just how much I cared about my dear Katherine. Last Friday, after a rather hectic night, I came to her with tears of joy and asked her to hand-fasten with me. She pointed out to me that there were many different kinds, to which I replied with a laugh, "I want the kind that means I never have to be away from you again." We're talking about doing the ceremony in May or October. Oh yeah. Life is good, and I gotta say, it's the most gorgeous train-wreck I have ever seen.
PS. That piece of crap movie they named after me should be looking at charges of slander.