What the fuck am I doing?
Yeah, I have beliefs and morals that I uphold, but can upholding something you believe in be not worth it? I suppose that's a decision that one must make when they attempt to defend their values. I just feel alienated, like I am the only one willing to stand up for some things because no one else gives a rats ass about them. Of course I wish it didn't bother me, of course I wish I was comepletely ignorant to certain situations and issues. And it's just a double edged sword with some people.
It just drags on doesn't it? I feel like I am destended to repeat this cycle of rubutals for eternity. I just can't seem to get away from it.
Why can't I be accepting? I don't and I wont accept someone for less than who I know they are or have the potential to be. I realize that people grow. I know that people change. I want to aid them in that process. Yeah, I will give you constructive criticizim. Yeah, I will make your business my own. No, I wont let you fool yourself or others. I will ask you questions, I will make you ask yourself questions. The problem with most people is that they are either unwilling to know themselves or are letting something stand in the way of that process. Once you are comfortable with who you are and know a little more about yourself, you make decisions that will make you the happiest possible. Justify things to yourself. Analyze your emotions, reactions, decisions. If you can't answer to youself, how the hell do you expect me to?
*sigh*
Okay finals time in...29 min.
It just drags on doesn't it? I feel like I am destended to repeat this cycle of rubutals for eternity. I just can't seem to get away from it.
Why can't I be accepting? I don't and I wont accept someone for less than who I know they are or have the potential to be. I realize that people grow. I know that people change. I want to aid them in that process. Yeah, I will give you constructive criticizim. Yeah, I will make your business my own. No, I wont let you fool yourself or others. I will ask you questions, I will make you ask yourself questions. The problem with most people is that they are either unwilling to know themselves or are letting something stand in the way of that process. Once you are comfortable with who you are and know a little more about yourself, you make decisions that will make you the happiest possible. Justify things to yourself. Analyze your emotions, reactions, decisions. If you can't answer to youself, how the hell do you expect me to?
*sigh*
Okay finals time in...29 min.