to soon means nothing to us

[frailed]

so there are alot of big decisions i have made recently. Today I am going to look for apartments, it'll be my first place alone, even though i'm not going to be living alone for long but still it's a new concept to me. I am concerned about living with him so soon but also very excited. I am cautiously optimistic about things to come. lets hope my madness doesn't destroy things like usual.

oh I fear my worried mind never will find peace.