Sweet insomnia

[frailed]

can't sleep as usual. I still feel quite bitter about the ex thing I recently discovered, only because I guess I want some kind of revenge for having been used like that. But It is hard to keep up caring when I have found something so much better than anything I have ever known. I am so thankful for what I have, I can't begin to put that in danger by letting my past get in the way.

I think I have found all I will ever need.

Chicago feels so lonely without him....lame