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Rachel and I went shopping today, total confidence boost! Even though I feel incredibly fat, and maybe i'm not but I want to loose some weight. It was good though, I got two skirts, three tank tops, two shirts, and a pair of capris, all small sizes. We had a great time except for her jeep breaking down lol. So her dad had to come get us and the jeep was towed, then we got my car and I drove back.
I can't wait until next saturday. I got a really really hot outfit and I look so good and yeah.. :) Brad and I are on great terms, and I think it's only because I am over him. Alan says that he just doesn't want me to be over him and that is why he is being so sweet and stuff. But oh well. I like the attention. I'm still gonna go down and no matter what happens we are going to have a lot of fun, this I know. Maybe next time I go I will be able to go overnight. That would be awesome.
And whatever happens with someone else happens I guess. I really really really really hoping that it will because I really like him so much. I'm such a loser lol. I haven't liked a guy like this ever though. Well I look really good in the clothes I got today, so that will make me feel more confident and hopefully that will work. Hopefully.
And so I got a hackey sac today when I was in hot topic, and I am fully going to learn and get really good at it. Last semester pretty much everyday I would see Rich and he was always hackeying and trying to teach me but I never had time. I wish I had made time now. But you can't take stuff like that back, so this is for you Rich.
I'm so glad Rachel is my best friend, cuz i know I can just go on and on about stupid stuff and she doesn't mind. Plus we can shop together cuz we like pretty much all the same places, so it's fun. I think tonight we are getting icecream with matt. Not sure though since we both spent a lot of money today and I'm feeling really fat and bloated... you know. oh well. lates. :)