May 18, 2004 01:26
So the summer so far has been awesome :) I'm chillin alot and partying and meeting a lot of really cool new people. I'm really hoping everything will work out good for the summer, and I think it will. So I really actually like a guy, and it's not often that I really like someone. like really like them. i mean the last time was last year with Brad. So I'm rather hoping this will work out, I would really like it to. I think it will if only because I know I look wicked hot in my red bikini and was in a really good mood tonight and everyone said I was excellent with everything.
Yeah and I'm not even worrying about anyting or anyone anymore. Just not letting it bother me. I have way too many fun and interesting things going on to let the little things bother me. Brad and I seem to be back on good terms I guess, even though it doesn't really matter since I am really into someone else now. Yay :) And whatever happens with spencer happens. I'm tired of reassuring that i would still be her best friend and that i still care about her and that any reltaionship i have with matt should not affect ours. but whatever. i'm over it.