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I'm slowly slipping into a depressed mood...
I'll start from the top. It's common knowledge that I'm trying to get out there so I can deal with/move on from/get over/whatever you want to call it "you know who."
So there was Lithuania I was thinking about asking out. But I just don't get a vibe from her like she'd ever go out on a date with me. Whenever we talk it's just like...I dunno how to describe. I just get this vibe from her that she wouldn't go for me.
And that's fine cause it's not like I've had the opportunity to start having feelings for her.
And then there was gas station girl that I got the number to the other day. I figured I could hang out with her, get my mind off "you know who."
Now I wasn't thinking dating gas station girl, I just figured hang out is most appropriate cause I don't know her. I could just hang out to get to know her.
Well I talked to her today...she's 18. Too young for one thing. Secondly she just got out of a relationship and though she would hang out and call me or whatever she needs a bit more time cause this breakup happened a couple days before I met her.
So that was actually a relief. Cause I was thinking what I was gonna do to handle that the right way.
But these things always just bring me back to realizing that I can't be with "you know who." And with every girl I meet I realize that "you know who" is like NBA Action...she's faaaaantastic. She's a great girl.
I feel so dumb for complaining.
But I can't help it...I'm crazy about her, I want to be with her. But there's nothing I can do. If she had feelings for me it's still just not the right time cause she's so busy. Not to mention the fact that she's there and I'm here.
Why can't I get over her?
I'll start from the top. It's common knowledge that I'm trying to get out there so I can deal with/move on from/get over/whatever you want to call it "you know who."
So there was Lithuania I was thinking about asking out. But I just don't get a vibe from her like she'd ever go out on a date with me. Whenever we talk it's just like...I dunno how to describe. I just get this vibe from her that she wouldn't go for me.
And that's fine cause it's not like I've had the opportunity to start having feelings for her.
And then there was gas station girl that I got the number to the other day. I figured I could hang out with her, get my mind off "you know who."
Now I wasn't thinking dating gas station girl, I just figured hang out is most appropriate cause I don't know her. I could just hang out to get to know her.
Well I talked to her today...she's 18. Too young for one thing. Secondly she just got out of a relationship and though she would hang out and call me or whatever she needs a bit more time cause this breakup happened a couple days before I met her.
So that was actually a relief. Cause I was thinking what I was gonna do to handle that the right way.
But these things always just bring me back to realizing that I can't be with "you know who." And with every girl I meet I realize that "you know who" is like NBA Action...she's faaaaantastic. She's a great girl.
I feel so dumb for complaining.
But I can't help it...I'm crazy about her, I want to be with her. But there's nothing I can do. If she had feelings for me it's still just not the right time cause she's so busy. Not to mention the fact that she's there and I'm here.
Why can't I get over her?