okay, why I'm stupid
I was at the gas station this morning and this really cute chick rolls in. When I am walking out I say hey to her and make small talk, yada yada...When she comes back around I stop and do my "do you have an email address where I can reach you" thing.
What does she say??
"Well I have a cell phone."
Huh? I didn't expect her to give me her number. So she did. She's from Duncan...and as I said really cute. I mean, really cute.
The reason I say I'm dumb is because a part of me wants to listen to my friends and not sale myself short by not exploring other people outside of "you know who."
But what I know is probably gonna happen I'm gonna hang out with this girl, be physically attracted to her, hang out somewhere, end up thinking about "you know who" cause I can't get her off of my mind.
Wait, I'm predetermining what's gonna happen with something that may not even happen!
I'll call this girl the day after tomorrow. Industry standard. See where it takes me. If God wants something with that to happen, fine. If God wants something to happen with "you know who", fine. If God wants Martie from the Dixie Chicks to divorce her husband then fall madly in love with me, fine. That's God's will.
Nothing I can do about it.
Just like there's nothing I can do about my computer not being 100%. Cause computer companies have no vision for anything outside of monetary gain.
But work is coming along fine and I even have friends that are getting jobs. They were hurting all summer like me. But now we're getting back out there! Sweet!
What does she say??
"Well I have a cell phone."
Huh? I didn't expect her to give me her number. So she did. She's from Duncan...and as I said really cute. I mean, really cute.
The reason I say I'm dumb is because a part of me wants to listen to my friends and not sale myself short by not exploring other people outside of "you know who."
But what I know is probably gonna happen I'm gonna hang out with this girl, be physically attracted to her, hang out somewhere, end up thinking about "you know who" cause I can't get her off of my mind.
Wait, I'm predetermining what's gonna happen with something that may not even happen!
I'll call this girl the day after tomorrow. Industry standard. See where it takes me. If God wants something with that to happen, fine. If God wants something to happen with "you know who", fine. If God wants Martie from the Dixie Chicks to divorce her husband then fall madly in love with me, fine. That's God's will.
Nothing I can do about it.
Just like there's nothing I can do about my computer not being 100%. Cause computer companies have no vision for anything outside of monetary gain.
But work is coming along fine and I even have friends that are getting jobs. They were hurting all summer like me. But now we're getting back out there! Sweet!