Feb 08, 2007 15:41
iaqginow
ive been feeling realy un-easy since last night, it feels like some sort of bad aura has been following me around and making me feel yuk, and forcing me to think bad thaughts.
now i cant stop feeling as if im a bad person. i feel as if i dont diserve to be me.
i feel realy horrible. im not sure if it is anything though, maybe im just sick. its just i cant stop this feeling that im being followed by this thing thats making me feel realy bad. it started to follow me around since about 11 o'clock last night.
i want it to go.. but nothing i do is getting rid of it. last night i thaught maybe i was just tired. but its still following me today. and i feel realy yuk. whatever it is, i feel it right behind my shoulders and neck. its just there i know it is. but i dont know if im just going insane... AGHHHHHH why wont it leave me alone!!!!!!!!
my thaughts are non-stop bad ones. and its starting to make me feel physically sick, like im going to spew up. and im getting the shivers. so maybe i am just sick and my mind is playing tricks on me. but i dont have a feaver or head ache, it feels purely mental.. i feel like im a bad person..