Feb 04, 2007 00:44
being alone in my room, and with noone to tell, i thaught i shud relay my thaughts to lj while im still in the mood.
for a while now i have realy been stressing too much on things i wish not to disclose.
anywho, i had ran out of weed last night, so i knew i cudnt have a sesh to calm me down, but then i thaught maybe if im lucky ill be able to get myself a resin sesh. after an hour of efforts i got three spots of resin. WOO said I.
during that time i realy started to stress quite a bit, but just then i smoked one of the three spots and took a nice deep breath, and wam, i felt so calm. it must have felt like a extra calm-ness because i dont usually stress as much as that.
dont think im relyant on me weed, kuz i dont just use it for that, its multi-purpose, and has different uses for seperate people, for me i use it to calm myself down in times of stress, and also, i use it as a preventative to my insulmnia. and thats the best use in my opinion, with weed i can garentee being able to lie down in bed and just fall asleep. without it, i can do that if im lucky. otherwise i tend to lie in bed for a few ours untill i eventually fall alseep. now that may not sound bad, but if u imagine one night i sleep at 1am, the next night it may be 3:30am, and the next 5:30am, ect.... its not fun being realy tired, trying to go to sleep when the sun rises.
anywho, i blabbed on about that kuz i dont like people judging me for the wrong reasons, now with that information i let u judge me.
hope ya'll having fun, and good luck with 007'