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--I just completely lost an entry I had been typing for an hour. It was the equivilant of a novelette. I cannot even express...
--Anyway, I hate John. For how he treats her, for how he treats me, and for the fact he gets her every minute of every mother-fucking day and I might get to watch her fall asleep durring a movie while I wait for her buzz to ware off. I am so dangerously close to not having any reason to punish him the way any peice of shit who fucks with my life in this manner should be punished. You want more, just ask. Right now, I am so furious I need to get the fuck off of the keyboard before I smash my fingers through it.
I want my goddamn girlfriend back!
"Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me
That you’ll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever, baby
CHORUS
I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna have to pay for this
I don’t want to know the lover at my door
It’s just another heartache on my list
I don’t wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore" Rob Thomas, "Lonely No More" because it is really fucking prudent and this is one of my nicer songs. Why do I have to hate life when there are all of these things I know are going well for me? Fuck me for being a bitch, but I am so FUCKING FURIOUS right now my eyes are watering. I am just so sick and so tired...
--Anyway, I hate John. For how he treats her, for how he treats me, and for the fact he gets her every minute of every mother-fucking day and I might get to watch her fall asleep durring a movie while I wait for her buzz to ware off. I am so dangerously close to not having any reason to punish him the way any peice of shit who fucks with my life in this manner should be punished. You want more, just ask. Right now, I am so furious I need to get the fuck off of the keyboard before I smash my fingers through it.
I want my goddamn girlfriend back!
"Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me
That you’ll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever, baby
CHORUS
I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna have to pay for this
I don’t want to know the lover at my door
It’s just another heartache on my list
I don’t wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore" Rob Thomas, "Lonely No More" because it is really fucking prudent and this is one of my nicer songs. Why do I have to hate life when there are all of these things I know are going well for me? Fuck me for being a bitch, but I am so FUCKING FURIOUS right now my eyes are watering. I am just so sick and so tired...