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I need some kind of time out from dealing with this existence...I think that I'm making changes to deal directly with the problems that I'm facing - yet they all seem to be the wrong way to do so...there IS no right way it seems. I try to be honest, forthright...honorable...I won't sacrifice integrity or self-esteem...and I try to be as compassionate and as understanding as I know how...yet...it feels like I'm just pissing folks off...like I can't please anyone by being a decent person...(at least in my eyes...) I'm tired of being the Judas goat here...and I refuse to shoulder any burden of responsibility for another person's issues...yet...is it wrong of me to care?