ULC
Last week I was diagnosed with severe Ulcerative Colitis, basically meaning I have ulcer's in my colon.. worse case scenario they take out my colon and they make me a new one out of some of my small intestines and I'll have to shit 10 times a day. So far it's not looking good, I mean I heard that "pain helps your body heal"... but considering it's some sort of autoimmune disease that's not really a good thing? or maybe it is.. whatever it is.. I don't care. Life could be worse, but fuck .. this is just pathetic. I can't even shit right.. funny how I use to think I'd be able to do something (anything) when I was younger, now it's be nice to just have solid poo and just watch TV all day... speaking of which, (I'm not sure because I haven't seen a professional) but I think I may be going blind in my left eye. It's blurry, but not the same type of blurry you get with bad eyesight.. it's still clear.. but it just seems like it's smudged. It's probably nothing, but I wouldn't be surprised if it was something... better me than someone actually doing something with their life.. right?