Moving on Closing the Door
I'm moving on and closing the door and saying goodbye to that pretty little for ever more. I want to say pretty little ta ta ta but whatever i really cant be all crazy in this shit and really if i have a problem i think that i should bring it to someone instead of just posting it out of the blue. So its ok, I guess i was on the merry go round and it was my turn to get a ride and now im off and it my turn to just watch everyone else ride something like that. I suppose i am just going to try and be nice maybe to everyone these days and polite and maybe swing what little game i have left and maybe just maybe my baby i will be sailing on a crystal ship for you and your heart cause i never want to give you up but your pudding makes it so hard to do. I dont really trust many people and i guess shit goes on everyday that makes me more and more likely to trust less and less people. All i can think about is sex and fucking its messed and i see women i work with and in public and want to just cut right to it with them and see what they would do. I am sure that it is possible that there current appatite is as healthy as mine. I have gone off the porn for 2 months now and don't pleasure myself anymore though i may be doing it in my sleep though that isnt possible becuase i am not sleeping. It was all too drastic probably I really should have worked my way down so that i was able to go without this shit in my life. It really messes up your brain you start thinking that wherever you go your are going to hook up and you dont even need to through on the charm for it just be like those idiots are in the porns that dont say anything and bam they are fucking this gorgeous brunette with a field hockey skirt and pigtails grinding it like its running out of style. Oh oops maybe that was too much. Ran today and went for a swim and basketball and would have done more but i cant cause i need to work tomorrow and make the big bucks. Naomi took me out shopping for outfits. I felt really gay but i am sure if i was gay i would have better taste in clothing i guess i just enjoy being a hick and wearing what i feel like. I have never thought much about cloths and does that really give a man special powers over a women to seduce just a little more. I think not... but girls can put on a ton of stuff that don't even work and still be hot enough to give a dog a bone. I love the sweat pants. The shapely ass in sweat pants cause you know its going to be easy to reach into the front and do what you need to do when its time to get done. The ass is the gold mine and the key to sex... I need a lucious ass in my face an ass so big that when its raining outside i can go under that ass and not even a drop of water will get on my jacket. Something like that. ass.....
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