consequences
ok so i've started THIS journal entry on three seperate occasions and each time i didn't finish it cos i couldn't be bothered lol, i'll actually DO it now.
i feel i've been too paranoid lately. i think its the stress of starting a new school and meeting new people. i like...read into waay to little things, but then again maybe they're not so little and i'm actually right...but i guess i'll never know cos of the sheer fear of being wrong. and sometimes i read too little into things which i should find significant. how stupid is that?
so i met more new people yesterday at the host scheme bbq function: chris andrews (not new...never spoken to him at school before, but i was glad to see a face i know neway), phil (broom guy), josh, james, hugh, damien, & yomen...i mean i always have this issue with not knowing what to say to get a conversation FLOWING there's also those questions floating about like 'which school did u go to?' and 'what course r u doing?' but they're very one line answers. one of them asked me if i knew alistair..i sed yes...what else can i say? i don't really KNOW him.
umm...on saturday i'm working 12-5 which is ok, cos i can make beks 18th...but then on sunday i was working 7am-12pm...NOOOOO!! BUT i had Matt as supervisor when i found out...and he's not that intimidating so i asked if he could change it for me :D so i got 2pm-7pm now which is grreeeat! so i'm very pleased that i can go...it'll be SO much fun!
anyways....i got a french diagnostic test to do now..and i'm terrified... i forgotten sooo much...but hopefully it won't be TOOO bad...
latterz!
BTW HAPPY VDAY! for those of u lucky enuf to have found one ;)
i feel i've been too paranoid lately. i think its the stress of starting a new school and meeting new people. i like...read into waay to little things, but then again maybe they're not so little and i'm actually right...but i guess i'll never know cos of the sheer fear of being wrong. and sometimes i read too little into things which i should find significant. how stupid is that?
so i met more new people yesterday at the host scheme bbq function: chris andrews (not new...never spoken to him at school before, but i was glad to see a face i know neway), phil (broom guy), josh, james, hugh, damien, & yomen...i mean i always have this issue with not knowing what to say to get a conversation FLOWING there's also those questions floating about like 'which school did u go to?' and 'what course r u doing?' but they're very one line answers. one of them asked me if i knew alistair..i sed yes...what else can i say? i don't really KNOW him.
umm...on saturday i'm working 12-5 which is ok, cos i can make beks 18th...but then on sunday i was working 7am-12pm...NOOOOO!! BUT i had Matt as supervisor when i found out...and he's not that intimidating so i asked if he could change it for me :D so i got 2pm-7pm now which is grreeeat! so i'm very pleased that i can go...it'll be SO much fun!
anyways....i got a french diagnostic test to do now..and i'm terrified... i forgotten sooo much...but hopefully it won't be TOOO bad...
latterz!
BTW HAPPY VDAY! for those of u lucky enuf to have found one ;)