I just don't know anymore...
I just don't know what I feel anymore.
When I'm around Eric...I'm so happy and all smiles, it's like nothing ever happened. I can just push it into the back of my mind, like it never happened...like none of it ever happened.
But then when he's not there, or I'm all alone, I'll have one momentary thought, and it's nothing but tears and pain and all that terrible stuff again.
I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to handle this. I don't know how to approach things anymore.
Oh well, I still have what I want, and that's my life with him...so no matter what, I guess it'll all work out and be fine. I guess I just need some time. Time will fix it.
When I'm around Eric...I'm so happy and all smiles, it's like nothing ever happened. I can just push it into the back of my mind, like it never happened...like none of it ever happened.
But then when he's not there, or I'm all alone, I'll have one momentary thought, and it's nothing but tears and pain and all that terrible stuff again.
I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to handle this. I don't know how to approach things anymore.
Oh well, I still have what I want, and that's my life with him...so no matter what, I guess it'll all work out and be fine. I guess I just need some time. Time will fix it.