Well, this is beautiful.
So, I'm redused to being that person everyone else talks about. Poor Monica, poor stupid fool, she never nows what's going on, she's so abused, she just can't help herself, he's so cruel to her, I can't beleive she's still with him, she just has no idea.
Yeah, whatever, shut the fuck up.
Thi sis so not good. I need a cigg so bad. Yeah, shut the hell up. I know, I'm alway slecturing people on not smoking. But fuck, I just can't handle this. And cut me a break, the only time I ever smoke a cigg is when I'm starting to get coke flashbacks, or craving REALLY badly. Usually caused by some sort of emotional breakdown. *unamused look* So this is beautiful, this whole situation just keeps getting worse and worse and worse for me.
I can't beleive this has happened again.
I almost felt bad because I was going to yell at Robbie about how it was all his fault. That if he hadn't of been such a jackass friend and decided he wanted Lisa for whatever eason, Eric never would have talked to her, and we wouldn't be in this situation now. But, I can't blame him. It's not his fault, in the end, it was Eric's decision to say something to her....to betray me....again.
I'm beginning to hate that word. Again. I HATE THAT WORD.
Hey Justin, I know you still read this journal....even though it's kind of my journal that I onlyu put thoughts in when I want no one else to know about them. So, we'll just pretend you dont' read this, and keep it between us :)
Anyway, I should go, th ekid woke up this morning with a temp of 100.3 and she isn't feeling so good, so I better be off to play "mom".
Yeah, whatever, shut the fuck up.
Thi sis so not good. I need a cigg so bad. Yeah, shut the hell up. I know, I'm alway slecturing people on not smoking. But fuck, I just can't handle this. And cut me a break, the only time I ever smoke a cigg is when I'm starting to get coke flashbacks, or craving REALLY badly. Usually caused by some sort of emotional breakdown. *unamused look* So this is beautiful, this whole situation just keeps getting worse and worse and worse for me.
I can't beleive this has happened again.
I almost felt bad because I was going to yell at Robbie about how it was all his fault. That if he hadn't of been such a jackass friend and decided he wanted Lisa for whatever eason, Eric never would have talked to her, and we wouldn't be in this situation now. But, I can't blame him. It's not his fault, in the end, it was Eric's decision to say something to her....to betray me....again.
I'm beginning to hate that word. Again. I HATE THAT WORD.
Hey Justin, I know you still read this journal....even though it's kind of my journal that I onlyu put thoughts in when I want no one else to know about them. So, we'll just pretend you dont' read this, and keep it between us :)
Anyway, I should go, th ekid woke up this morning with a temp of 100.3 and she isn't feeling so good, so I better be off to play "mom".