HUG
MY CRUSH HUGGED ME TODAY! MY CRUSH HUGGED ME TODAY! RING THE BELLS!
it was all due to the fact that i wasn't connecting very well to my scene and was all moody and disappointed in myself afterwards because of it... BUT it still earned me a hug from him. and you can bet i did not take a single second of that hug for granted - i held on for dear fucking life.
still no luck in discovering whether he's even available or not. he is one private bastard, i'll tell you that much. all i know for sure is that he doesn't wear a ring... but that hardly says much these days.
so, overall a lot of disappointment today, but there was at least that one little beacon of excitement that might have just prevented me from drowning myself in bleach this evening.
it was all due to the fact that i wasn't connecting very well to my scene and was all moody and disappointed in myself afterwards because of it... BUT it still earned me a hug from him. and you can bet i did not take a single second of that hug for granted - i held on for dear fucking life.
still no luck in discovering whether he's even available or not. he is one private bastard, i'll tell you that much. all i know for sure is that he doesn't wear a ring... but that hardly says much these days.
so, overall a lot of disappointment today, but there was at least that one little beacon of excitement that might have just prevented me from drowning myself in bleach this evening.