Oct 16, 2003 13:56
I wish I was with Jimmy Buffet living it up in Margaritaville. Anywhere but here right now. As much as I'd like to say I'm handling it well, that would be bullshit. Because I've never hurt more through our entire relationship than today. I found out a little something that crushed me today.
I'm not an easily crushed person, but today... somehow... she managed to do it. No, I'm not pissed off... No, I'm not mad... I'm crushed. Fucking crushed... I know all my homies out there got my back, and the only thing I can see that is positive out of this is that I can find the strength to move on. Fuck it... Just fuck it...
"Don't go out tonight, it's bound to take your life. There's a bad moon on the rise."
Anyone who's been talkin' shit can come and see about me. Otherwise, keep my name out of your mouth, and we can keep it the same.
Pictures are worth a thousand words, right? Not anymore. It's not even a memory to you. But, if you want to just throw it all away, that's up to you. It's in your hands, now.
I'm not about chieu hoi everything. But I am about to chieu hoi you.