Sooo im bored and decided to write in here. Got a new car. so woop woooooop. uhhh THis journal is so useless, I never update it or anything. I give up.

I need a new job. WOrking at Dell SUCKS. Seriously , they work you way too hard there. Fuck it. I want to go back to ULTA where I can get all kinds of discounts. Yeah! We'll see. I've started drinking again. Like,a lot from where I was before. It's ok though. It think. Is that why I've been feeling like nothing but shit lately? Probably. Will I ( Read more... )

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Last night I got really drunk and did something I shouldn't have...that being said I broke up with my bf tonight. It was probably the hardest, yet easiest break up Ive had. Sorry that makes no sense. I mean it hurts bc hes a pretty good guy, and I really don't want to hurt him, and it was easy bc I know we will still remain friends. It's ok. I'm ok ( Read more... )

I feel sad right now. I have no idea why. Maybe its the holiday season that kinda gets me down, but that would just be weird bc this is supposed to be the happiest time of year. And tonight, I told Richard I would come to his party, and then Christina wanted me to go downtown with her to this new place, it was supposed to be a lot of fun, the real ( Read more... )

Blech. OK well I guess I spoke too soon about how "awesome" this new guy is. Shit...who knows if things are gonna work out. I had a nice, long talk about it with my brother. He sees things my way, and agrees this guy needs to change a few things.... Brian,on the other hand , seems to think I am over-reacting a little. Wellll...today, I went to my ( Read more... )

I haven't drank in about 3 weeks, and YES that is very good. Um, also..not ALL guys are that bad...I am having a lot of fun with a certain one right now. And as far as the one who decided to screw me over, well hes tried to call, tried to write...I told him to bite me. Not really but you get what I mean. I've just been chillin, working, hanging ( Read more... )

Hurt me once, your fault...hurt me twice, mine. God, you know, I knew I should have never believed a certain someones lies, obviously I didn't know they were lies at the time. But dear God, I must be an idiot to have actually BELIEVED him. So here I am, once again, hurt by the same guy who hurt me in the first place. I feel really alone, and angry ( Read more... )

I got my nose pierced last night. My dad hasn't noticed haha. He hasn't taken a good look at me yet this morning though. Should be interesting. I like it, it's a really small pink stud, pretty cute. I'm moving out of my house in about 6 months, when my friends lease is up. I can't wait. I can't stand it at home anymore, I'm 18....why does my dad ( Read more... )

Sooooo...not a lot has been going on. Oh yeah, I totaled my mustang. I'm an idiot.Never ever drink and drive. I know I never will again, I'm happy I'm alive. I was coming back from a friends apartment, I took a sharp curve too fast, went off the road and head first into a tree, and somehow, I also hit a telephone pole. I blacked out for I'm not ( Read more... )