Sep 12, 2004 11:50
HOMINA HOMINA HOMINA.
tha's all i can say right now. last night i went to my batch party dressed up in sumthin i had NEVER EVER worn, hoping to... to... to what?!?! oh i danow, i just felt like dressin up. :) anyway, i had been WAITING in vain for that night for days, weeks, months, years, even centuries (i had my whole outfit planned as soon as bought it, i was just waiting for tha right occasion to wear it... so i am not exaggerating. *wink*) yet... when it finally came i was somewhat sceptical about tha whole thing. maybe it wuz because of tha algebra exam, that totally bloatally drained my inner being and made my brain shrivel into a mongo seed.
so why did i use HOMINA HOMINA HOMINA as my starting line, you ask? hmmm... wala lang. :P
but i dowana talk about school, it'll only dampen my spirit. so let's talk FUN!!! *put yo hands up in tha air, and wave em round like you just don't care*
tha party ended up being pretty fun, coz i got to dance with my FAVORITE people and feel sexxxxyyyyy *i wanna hear you scream my name, boy* and you know what tha COOL thing is? i just danced tha whole night and totally let go of myself (maybe tha's another reason why i wore such an outfit) coz i knew i would be FREEEEEEEEEEEE.......... until i turn around and see laur screaming my name with ALEX right beside her. HOLY GUACAMOLE. change of plans, i guess. no more dancing queen. ("kris, WATCH HER.") no more skipping across tha dance floor. ("you're too wild.") no more talking to my guy friends. ("who were you talking to?") no more sexy. ("you look hot!.. *manner change* FIX your shirt, guys are looking at your body.") ugh. HAHAHAHA
i just wanted to be free for one night. ONE NIGHT! then here he comes, surprising me after telling me he wasn't goingta go!... i guess that was sorta cute how he wanted to surprise me... *blush* but he was still meannnnn to my friends (i'm still sorry, my li'l gwasshopper!)
man i have so much to say. i wish i wrote in here a lot more often.
after seeing my gorgeous sexy friend come in wearing her KILLER dress *ahem*, that was tha time i got hella insecure!!! yes KARLSTYN, YOU WERE THA REASON why i felt so fat and ugly!!! hay nako, you had it pierced pa and had blonde hair. grrrr. :P it was really funny though, coz both of us wore things we would only DREAM of wearing, yet when we finally wore em, IT HAD NO USE coz nobody was there to notice anyway!!!... it was a li'l freaky deaky though, coz one of my batchmates (i will never tell) went up to me and said "jess you're so hot! *turns to her friend* i'm so lesbian with her." then i go "don't you mean my boyfriend?" (she has a crush on him eh) then she goes "i can't distinguish, you both are hot!"
scary, huh. some of tha jolog guys at tha party were just standing on tha dance floor, checking out all tha girls who were dancing, and i was just laughing at em. it's funny eh, they just STAND there, waiting for tha right moment to ask tha girl to dance and when she smiles and says no thanks, they just continue standing there, wishing they dint look so pathetic. then... they ask her again, and this time she laughs and says no, then grabs her friends to take her away from those boys... I AM NOT SPEAKING FROM EXPERIENCE, I AM JUST SAYING. :)
it's fun to look at people during parties and see all tha crazy things they do. :)
it's also fun to dress up.
I LOVE PARTIES. i love letting go of myself on tha dance floor. :)
just like what diego luna said, "just feel tha music." (while LUSTING FOR ME *drooooool*)
GOTTA LOVE IT.