> 045 - won't be idle with despair / filtered away from Shishio Makoto and Seta Soujiro
[private to self, viewable to Mitsuhide / unhackable]
So, Seta Soujiro is in the City, and is still allied with Shishio Makoto . . .
When Katanagiri Chou had come to the Shirobeko, he mentioned that Seta Soujiro had become a rurouni like Ken-san.
But now, he is once again Ken-san’s enemy, and . . . really, Ken-san can’t take any more of this . . .
. . .
I know that Soujiro has noticed my presence. I am not daft; I understand his message.
I have to be more careful. He will not gain anything from me-I refuse to be used to their advantage.
I will not be used to hurt Ken-san.
. . .
I am afraid . . . for those around me . . . But I cannot let this stop me from living my life to the fullest. Not when there is so much to look forward to. Ne, Mitsuhide, my love? . . .
But please . . . please be careful too, beloved . . . I can’t lose you . . . Can’t bear to see you hurt . . . We have a life to live together, ne? . . .
A life to live together, loving each other, always by each other’s side. And I know that it will be so. I know it in my heart. We will make it so, my love. Ne?
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So, Seta Soujiro is in the City, and is still allied with Shishio Makoto . . .
When Katanagiri Chou had come to the Shirobeko, he mentioned that Seta Soujiro had become a rurouni like Ken-san.
But now, he is once again Ken-san’s enemy, and . . . really, Ken-san can’t take any more of this . . .
. . .
I know that Soujiro has noticed my presence. I am not daft; I understand his message.
I have to be more careful. He will not gain anything from me-I refuse to be used to their advantage.
I will not be used to hurt Ken-san.
. . .
I am afraid . . . for those around me . . . But I cannot let this stop me from living my life to the fullest. Not when there is so much to look forward to. Ne, Mitsuhide, my love? . . .
But please . . . please be careful too, beloved . . . I can’t lose you . . . Can’t bear to see you hurt . . . We have a life to live together, ne? . . .
A life to live together, loving each other, always by each other’s side. And I know that it will be so. I know it in my heart. We will make it so, my love. Ne?
[/private]