Day 19: Something You Regret
In my life, there are a number of things I regret. I think, however, I'm going to list my biggest ones:
Joining the Army after high school
Yeah, this one would have to be my ultimate biggest regret of all. I had the opportunity to go to college after high school (full time and all) but instead, my idea was to go to forgo college and head straight to the Army reserves. Well, we all see how that panned out. Now years later, I'm stuck going to college part time at the community college and nowhere near being done. Huge mistake on my part, and for years, I've been paying the price (one crappy job after another as well as spending a wasteful year in Job Corps).
Not having my mother
I think everyone who knows me well knows why I have this listed. For the few that are new to my journal,
read this post from years back...it explains everything Having romantic feelings and sexual desires
Oh, if only these weren't natural feelings I'd annex them from my life for good. Obviously the first part of that has gotten my ass into the worst possible shit I've ever been in, and as for the second bit...it's just something I wish I was never born with, personally. To have me avoid going into "homicidal mode," I'm just going to leave it at that.
Day 20: This Month
Well, for me, this month is the end of the worst season in the world (that being winter) and the calm before the best season in the world (that being summer). Not much else to say about this month, to be honest.
Time for bed. Late.