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ok so havent written in here for a while just havent had the time i guess hmm updates well tues was my gf's 16th bday so i brought her a rose and card then thursday i cooked her dinner steak,baked potatoes, and carrots and this juice stuff that was good but umm i think it went over really well i wanted to do somthin really nice for her to show her that i care about her and everythin and this past month has been not the best and i havent been the best to her so i wanted to make it up to her i wanted to do more for her but i couldnt which sucked but ill figure it out so ya that was kool umm well my aunt is still really really really sick umm i guess shes got a hole in her lung i dunno i havent been dealing with it the way i should i dont really like talkin about it but it kills me way down deep and i try to bury it way down in me so no one can see it....... i got my haircut today im marchin in the parade monday .. w/e i guess doesnt mean anything to me. ashley(gf) is gone for the weekend campning .... umm i hung out with ash(l) and cassidy yesterday and cassidys that was fun lol and ash slept over it which is kool she made chicken and noodle stuff that was really good as well and today cassidy and daryn are comin over for an hour i guess adn i think ash will be back after she gets out of work right now im kinda hangin out cleaning a lil at a time and shit i dunno ive read over my gf's diary entrys which i have to stop doing b/c i feel like an asshole wen i read them b/c of the bad month we've had but i think everythings better now and im not gonna fuck that up again but ya might go to the movies tonight and see w/e i dunno if thats definite but we will see wat happens ok well im done i have shit i got to do