Update.
I've been working the last couple weeks night shift at target, unloading trucks, unboxing toys and seasonal merchandise, and stocking. Its not lifting 80 pound bags of concrete mix at home depot, but the combination of switching to a night schedule, doing some physical labor and a cold, did have an affect. Mainly, I was going to work, and then going home and sleeping, nothing in between. I missed at least one birthday, (belated happy birthday donovan, sorry bout that) and who knows what else. But the bottom line is, I'm working full time, making money, and improving my life, so I can save some cash, and go back to school. I can get my music going again, and that is what matters most. I will be in touch now, my email is still open,l and I should be awake long enough before work to check it from now on. Peace.