Late Night Update.
So I have this RPG character that's been bothering me for a while now. I love him to bits, he used to be one of my favourite characters. But lately, in like... the last year he's gone steadily downhill. Even worse in the last few months. It's gotten to a point where I've been thinking of just killing him off. Sounds kind of harsh considering he's one of my favourite characters. But I've been seeing this coming for a while now. The character just... doesn't seem to have the will to live any more. And I've tried to make him happy, god I've tried. But he seems doomed to be miserable! *laughs* So for the last month or so I've been thinking of way's to just end it. He seems to want it that way.
Brings me to another point. What the HELL is going on when you can't play a character the way you want to? It's like he seriously has a mind of his own! I'll be happy and hyper and want to play him that way... but he'll STILL some off as sad or... whatever he's feeling at the moment. I just can't win with him. So death is our only option! It's just a matter of how we do it. Something nice and simple... a car crash maybe? Nothing to angsty, like a tragic illness that slowly drains his life, or killing himself... He wants to kill himself, but that's way to angsty! Can't let him do that! Hmm... Could always let a big anvil drop on his head and make him go squish? That's always fun! hehehe
Oh, I don't know. I don't even know if I'll do this. It depends if the right opportunity presents itself. I could off the bugger next week, next month... a year from now! I dunno! We'll see...
But speaking of RPG's... I REALLY need to start posting in my other RPG journals, especially the ones in Kii-Kii-sama's RPG! Duo, Ayame and Watari need to get active! But I soooo need someone to play with! It's kinda sad that they'd be all alone...
Hmm... So I killed this HUGE BLOODY SPIDER before. It had an ass that... well... it was BIG!!! I slammed a shoe on it! *laughs* I also tripped up when I did it and nearly missed and touched it and I freaked out sooo badly! My heart was going a mile a minuet! But once I sat down, I looked at my sister, and we just burst out into song! We started singing that Sir Mix-a-Lot song, "I Like Big Butts" hehehe. Couldn't help it! But still... another spider smited, all is right with the world!
I've been making more icons!! These are the last shit load I did!! If anyone's up to it, comments and helpful criticism is always good!! But, yeah... I'm making more. I've made 20 in the last three days! Anyone who knows me... knows that that is VERY weird for me! I can barely make two a day normally!! And I'm making X-1999 icons... I've never even SEEN it! I mean, I've seen the movie... once... and it confused the holy hell outta me, but still... *laughs* I might start making different icons tomorrow.
My sister's read that Harry Potter book. I might steal it off her and flick through it. I already know more than enough about it, she told me all about it. We had a good laugh! *snickers* Though she does get annoyed when I call that silly girl Hemorrhoid. But... come on, isn't that a better name? And way more appropriate! She IS like a hemorrhoid! Always clinging on behind them and is soooo hard to get rid of. And if you sit on her, I'll bet it'd hurt!
Okay, so I've just gotten a little TOO weird, time for bed I think!! *laughs* NIGHT!! *waves and vanishes*
Brings me to another point. What the HELL is going on when you can't play a character the way you want to? It's like he seriously has a mind of his own! I'll be happy and hyper and want to play him that way... but he'll STILL some off as sad or... whatever he's feeling at the moment. I just can't win with him. So death is our only option! It's just a matter of how we do it. Something nice and simple... a car crash maybe? Nothing to angsty, like a tragic illness that slowly drains his life, or killing himself... He wants to kill himself, but that's way to angsty! Can't let him do that! Hmm... Could always let a big anvil drop on his head and make him go squish? That's always fun! hehehe
Oh, I don't know. I don't even know if I'll do this. It depends if the right opportunity presents itself. I could off the bugger next week, next month... a year from now! I dunno! We'll see...
But speaking of RPG's... I REALLY need to start posting in my other RPG journals, especially the ones in Kii-Kii-sama's RPG! Duo, Ayame and Watari need to get active! But I soooo need someone to play with! It's kinda sad that they'd be all alone...
Hmm... So I killed this HUGE BLOODY SPIDER before. It had an ass that... well... it was BIG!!! I slammed a shoe on it! *laughs* I also tripped up when I did it and nearly missed and touched it and I freaked out sooo badly! My heart was going a mile a minuet! But once I sat down, I looked at my sister, and we just burst out into song! We started singing that Sir Mix-a-Lot song, "I Like Big Butts" hehehe. Couldn't help it! But still... another spider smited, all is right with the world!
I've been making more icons!! These are the last shit load I did!! If anyone's up to it, comments and helpful criticism is always good!! But, yeah... I'm making more. I've made 20 in the last three days! Anyone who knows me... knows that that is VERY weird for me! I can barely make two a day normally!! And I'm making X-1999 icons... I've never even SEEN it! I mean, I've seen the movie... once... and it confused the holy hell outta me, but still... *laughs* I might start making different icons tomorrow.
My sister's read that Harry Potter book. I might steal it off her and flick through it. I already know more than enough about it, she told me all about it. We had a good laugh! *snickers* Though she does get annoyed when I call that silly girl Hemorrhoid. But... come on, isn't that a better name? And way more appropriate! She IS like a hemorrhoid! Always clinging on behind them and is soooo hard to get rid of. And if you sit on her, I'll bet it'd hurt!
Okay, so I've just gotten a little TOO weird, time for bed I think!! *laughs* NIGHT!! *waves and vanishes*