things are going well.
Things are going quite well at the moment. Caitlin and I are still going strong as i expect we will for a very long time. Emily's boyfriend left her as i expected he would since the signs were obvious and since neither of them seemed to have a good concept of what true love is. I am sure she will pull through eventually. I'll keep her in my prayers.
Looks like i am staying another month so that is pretty kool. More time with Caitlin, Patrick, Dana, and Elise. I went to Caitlin's house the other day with Elise. Kimmy sue and Dana were also there. We fooled around a bit and I found some of the most beautiful pictures of caitlin from when she was in ballet and im having her mom make a copy for me. Well we sat outside when a storm was comming because caitlin loves the rain and we sat there and i held her and kissed her forehead a few times. we werent out there long though because caitlin's mom made us come inside because of the lightning. A while after that and after some fighting with caitlin about putting make up on me, we all played monopoly. The prize for winning was like a $15 gift card from walmart. I started out slow and when caitlin was winning i came back and wiped out elise and dana and me and caitlin battled it out. i won eventually because i was winning but everyone kept sliping caitlin money whenever i was focusing on what i was gonna do next. well we ended the night with me and caitlin sharing a quick kiss and her mom took us home.
I talked to caitlin lastnight too about her being upset and she had calmed down by then. I dont think she will ever slash again because she has promised me she wouldnt. I wish i could stay here forever and be here with her but i wont be able to but i will do my best from NC. Things will work out. As it says in corithians chapter 13 of the bible "charity never faileth" (love never fails) and i know we love each other so ya know i hope to marry her one day. ^_^
The twins and emily seem to think that when i get back to NC i will come out of this christian phase im in and get off my faith. I really hope that doesnt happen. I know how easy it is for that to happen but i want to stay stong in my faith because everything has been going better since i found my faith and has gotten even better than that since i've been down here and strengthed it. I dont think i will lose it this time because i read my bible and learn God's word and that's how i want to live. Not just because it is how God wants me to live but it teaches us to be good people and it would keep us out of trouble if we live that way. Alot of people would say well that's no fun or whatever but that's where God comes in. This life isnt supose to be all fun and games and it's not about you. This life is a gift. It isnt yours. It belongs to God and after this life is over is when our real life starts because this life might last 100 years if your lucky. The after life last an eternity. No one can comprehend that because our minds were designed to but just think about that. where would your rather be. heaven or hell? i know where i want to go so i'm going to follow Gods will. Im going to find a church in NC to start going to and a youth group to join and i will strengthen my faith as much as i can. I will let no one stand in my way either so ya know if you dont believe or trust in God the best thing for you to do is just to not bring it up because i will let nothing stand in my way of living the way God wants me too. Not even Caitlin elizabeth rider herself.
Looks like i am staying another month so that is pretty kool. More time with Caitlin, Patrick, Dana, and Elise. I went to Caitlin's house the other day with Elise. Kimmy sue and Dana were also there. We fooled around a bit and I found some of the most beautiful pictures of caitlin from when she was in ballet and im having her mom make a copy for me. Well we sat outside when a storm was comming because caitlin loves the rain and we sat there and i held her and kissed her forehead a few times. we werent out there long though because caitlin's mom made us come inside because of the lightning. A while after that and after some fighting with caitlin about putting make up on me, we all played monopoly. The prize for winning was like a $15 gift card from walmart. I started out slow and when caitlin was winning i came back and wiped out elise and dana and me and caitlin battled it out. i won eventually because i was winning but everyone kept sliping caitlin money whenever i was focusing on what i was gonna do next. well we ended the night with me and caitlin sharing a quick kiss and her mom took us home.
I talked to caitlin lastnight too about her being upset and she had calmed down by then. I dont think she will ever slash again because she has promised me she wouldnt. I wish i could stay here forever and be here with her but i wont be able to but i will do my best from NC. Things will work out. As it says in corithians chapter 13 of the bible "charity never faileth" (love never fails) and i know we love each other so ya know i hope to marry her one day. ^_^
The twins and emily seem to think that when i get back to NC i will come out of this christian phase im in and get off my faith. I really hope that doesnt happen. I know how easy it is for that to happen but i want to stay stong in my faith because everything has been going better since i found my faith and has gotten even better than that since i've been down here and strengthed it. I dont think i will lose it this time because i read my bible and learn God's word and that's how i want to live. Not just because it is how God wants me to live but it teaches us to be good people and it would keep us out of trouble if we live that way. Alot of people would say well that's no fun or whatever but that's where God comes in. This life isnt supose to be all fun and games and it's not about you. This life is a gift. It isnt yours. It belongs to God and after this life is over is when our real life starts because this life might last 100 years if your lucky. The after life last an eternity. No one can comprehend that because our minds were designed to but just think about that. where would your rather be. heaven or hell? i know where i want to go so i'm going to follow Gods will. Im going to find a church in NC to start going to and a youth group to join and i will strengthen my faith as much as i can. I will let no one stand in my way either so ya know if you dont believe or trust in God the best thing for you to do is just to not bring it up because i will let nothing stand in my way of living the way God wants me too. Not even Caitlin elizabeth rider herself.