friggin a....
just when you think you're over that whole "i am not yet comfortable here" thing, it strikes again.
then again, i suppose it doesn't just happen in new places. it can happen at any time.
it could have been spurred by the session I went to tonight. Barely got to talk to Peter, and started talking to two other people. Both seem quite nice, but I don't know them yet, which brought back the thought of I don't really know anyone here well yet, and it's getting to me. it could also be the time of day. Thankfully, Z is going to call tomorrow. I am excited to talk to that kid.
I blame it on nervousness for Saturday's race. and the realization, after reading old posts, that 2:17 is an absolutely shitty split for 20 minutes. Junior fall I pulled a 2:08 for 25 minutes. Sure I don't want to be living my life in the gym, but it sucks that I was so proud of myself for something that in the past wouldn't have gotten me busting a sweat.
I oughta get to sleep. I need to be up just before 6 to go rowing. JSoc meeting at 10, and then a free day. I think I'll wear a skirt and be creative. Take a nap. See a museum.
then again, i suppose it doesn't just happen in new places. it can happen at any time.
it could have been spurred by the session I went to tonight. Barely got to talk to Peter, and started talking to two other people. Both seem quite nice, but I don't know them yet, which brought back the thought of I don't really know anyone here well yet, and it's getting to me. it could also be the time of day. Thankfully, Z is going to call tomorrow. I am excited to talk to that kid.
I blame it on nervousness for Saturday's race. and the realization, after reading old posts, that 2:17 is an absolutely shitty split for 20 minutes. Junior fall I pulled a 2:08 for 25 minutes. Sure I don't want to be living my life in the gym, but it sucks that I was so proud of myself for something that in the past wouldn't have gotten me busting a sweat.
I oughta get to sleep. I need to be up just before 6 to go rowing. JSoc meeting at 10, and then a free day. I think I'll wear a skirt and be creative. Take a nap. See a museum.