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[fountainhead687]

alcohol is total bullshit. I mean, it can turn the most intense racist I know into a hippie, and it turn me into a stupid blithering idiot. "Conor, I feel sick!" you can hear me saying this, in a stupid whiney voice anytime I drink. I mean, why? whats the point? I dont even know. I have ... fun? do I? I dont even know

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[fountainhead687]

those are my thoughts recently too. and dont worry, I am in the midst of hatching a plan to kill Rachel and pose as her to be able to go on her family trips with her fammily and see you, but once I get there, I am planning on staying until your school starts, and then bumming around until my school starts. actually, that all sounds really awesome except for the killing rachel thing. I like her to much to kill her. anyhow, I miss you soooo much, and I saw Jason wexler the other day and he had a rage against the machine shirt on, and I got so sad that you werent there ntoo, because not only is Jason wexler almost like the boy version of you (actually, that might just be a projection, I dont know him all that well) but he also had a rage against the machine shirt on, and I just wished you were there. growing up kinda sucks, because everybody scatters and does what they need to do with their lives to be what they need to be to be happy and content, and often the paths that childhood friends take are totally different from each other and that sucks a lot. anyhow, big rant, big sadness, and I wish you were in Davis at least for the summer.

[cho2004]

i'm glad that killing me isn't really awesome. and i couldn't agree more with the other stuff you said. about wishing kara was here and that growing up sucks.

so here's to never growing up. we will ALWAYS laugh at fart jokes. fair?

[fountainhead687]

I will always laugh at fart jokes and I will also always love poop. I'm actually pretty dure that I'm not growing up... hmmm

[just_kara]

yeah, I wish i were there too, if only to see you and rachel and katepearl and maggie and val , if any of them are actaully there.

it's funny, there are some people (see above list) that I wish I'd met latter in life, like in college because then I'd have you all NOW when we're all getting more mature and becoming the real people that we actaully are.

I don't really know jason wexler but I don't really think he's the male version of me, although I'll take it as a complement that you said it. and it's awesome that he was wearing a rage t-shirt. I enjoy that band.

but onward! is what I say. those people who really count will always be with you in some way, and all the others will fall by the wayside of your life.

[fountainhead687]

gp. and, Jason Wexler, definitely not the male version of you in a lot of ways. but also in a lot of ways yes. I actually am a little surpised that I said that, because I dont really think it, but that one night he was reminding me of you. anyway.

[fountainhead687]

I just want to mention that, yes, I did just write gp for good point.

[just_kara]

and I am so glad that you did

[just_kara]

haha, yeah, gotcha