Jul 02, 2005 01:24
alcohol is total bullshit. I mean, it can turn the most intense racist I know into a hippie, and it turn me into a stupid blithering idiot. "Conor, I feel sick!" you can hear me saying this, in a stupid whiney voice anytime I drink. I mean, why? whats the point? I dont even know. I have ... fun? do I? I dont even know.
One thing is for sure though, Tessa, I miss. I like that girl a lot. and yeah, shes crazy, buit also really coopl and really fun. and Rachel and Joe are jerks. way to wait for us, fuckers. oh, joe had to wake up early, yah, whatever, I dont really care, I wanted to see you two lovers. also where was David? do i have to actually call him to hang out? maybe. I dont know. I remember why I loved growing up her in davis, but it is hard to remember because not only would I not enjoy what highsachool was anymore,. but its not here anymore. i dont know what is, but not even all the people I used to know are the same. it is so weird going to a party and seeing all the people that I supposedly know and love and hearing myself say, "where do you go to college again?"