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wow, I just didnt know how easy it would be. I mean, to let myself feel this way. how long has it been? forever. I think so, anyways. it feels like forever. I hope it is forever.
for some reason I guess I thought it would hurt more than this. I'm still scared. scared of what admitting this does. now no matter what, someone is going to get hurt... or will they? maybe I'm only not scared because I know it will last forever. strong words from a girl who still can't decide if she likes cerial or yogurt better in the morning. forever seems so short though. nowhere as long as summer is away from now.
strong words from a weak will. well, not that weak of a will, I did manage not to eat any oreos today after 6:30, when I realized that last night and today I have eaten 2/3 of the box. gross. still. yeah.
for some reason I guess I thought it would hurt more than this. I'm still scared. scared of what admitting this does. now no matter what, someone is going to get hurt... or will they? maybe I'm only not scared because I know it will last forever. strong words from a girl who still can't decide if she likes cerial or yogurt better in the morning. forever seems so short though. nowhere as long as summer is away from now.
strong words from a weak will. well, not that weak of a will, I did manage not to eat any oreos today after 6:30, when I realized that last night and today I have eaten 2/3 of the box. gross. still. yeah.