Mar 05, 2005 14:12
last night was CRAZY!! it was really dark at like nine, but then at 230 when I was walking home it was bright out! like early morning on an overcast day. it was soooo weird! it was really quiet too, like in movies right before a wave enveloped the world or a dinasor attacks. it was cool, but totally crazy!
I need sunlight soo fucking much right now. I dont even know what to do. I need it and I need it to be warm and I need to be abkle to lay down in it and bask in the glory of the sunlight. I need it you guys, really. I really really need it right now.
hey, so it is sunny today. I might go outside and try to listen to that bird I heard yesterday and dream that I'm in the davis wetlands doing my favorite project I ever did, catalogue ing all the animals I saw, so stoked that I saw them and sitting in a marsh, but in the sun and on a dry spot and it was the only part of my day that I could forget about all the shit in my life of which theere was planty and just look at the birds. it was amazing. so maybe I'll try to find somewhere to sit and have another amazing expeerience like that.
I feel like I have pent up excitement inside of me just looking for somehting to be excited about...