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i think i figured out my problem with relationships.
i change to much. im always changing. and not like just changing my hair color, but everything. i never know who ill be when i wake up.
me and mike b have lasted for a bit. we're not even anything. no terms have ever been established. but already im getting bored. bc he is so predictable. and its not just him, its every-fucking-body. i need to find someone whos not so mundane. someone whos a chamelion too. someone who does anything and everything just for shits and giggles. i want someone who will come with me to a show, rock out in the pit; then come with me to a club and grind with me. someone who, one night we'll sit by the fire drinking wine and the next night be in some crazy city parting like rockstars. thats who I am.
im sick of just sitting on the couch watching baseball.
ehhhhhh and im wordless. i might update more when i can collect my thoughts.
i change to much. im always changing. and not like just changing my hair color, but everything. i never know who ill be when i wake up.
me and mike b have lasted for a bit. we're not even anything. no terms have ever been established. but already im getting bored. bc he is so predictable. and its not just him, its every-fucking-body. i need to find someone whos not so mundane. someone whos a chamelion too. someone who does anything and everything just for shits and giggles. i want someone who will come with me to a show, rock out in the pit; then come with me to a club and grind with me. someone who, one night we'll sit by the fire drinking wine and the next night be in some crazy city parting like rockstars. thats who I am.
im sick of just sitting on the couch watching baseball.
ehhhhhh and im wordless. i might update more when i can collect my thoughts.