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[shadowfax994]

my boyfriend found this weeks ago in the parking lot at my college.
he knows i love finding notes so he gave it to me to scan.









i know it's a little hard to read, so:

it feels so good to feel you body
breathe in, and breathe out
every night when I rap my
arms around you I think to
myself "this is going to be the
rest of our life" but I NEVER
have what it takes to the courage to say it
out loud. to
I often lay awake beside you watching
you sleep. watching your pain, &
worries all disapear into the night.
when you sleep is when you
are at your weakest the most vulnerable. I don't just
hold you to cuddle I hold you to protect you

for any harm to you.
I stare at you & wonder what
you are dreaming about,
like most days when your
silente silent.
at night all your imperfects
go away, when your eyes are
closet, its like your heaven,
but for me to see that all
I have to do is look at you.
there aren't enough I love yous
in the world for me to
explain how much I do.
I don't even think the def. of love
can compare to this. what I feel for you.

i think it's probably some of the most honest poetry i've ever read.
outside of maybe whitman.