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What an interesting week this has been. Finally got a reality check that I was so desperatly needing, but it wasn't apprent to me only to everyone else. How is it possible to love and hate something so much? This week was filled with random people everywhere. Random advice, random hugs, random smiles, I love it when something comes to you from out of the blue and you totally didnt' see it coming and the only explanation you can possibly come up with is this has to be a God thing. Which those are the best anyway, because shoot since when do we ever know what we want? Dont' you just hate when you finally have the courage to admit something and not care what other people think only for it not to matter in the first place. Then dont' you love the rollercoaster rides where one minute you are so happy then you come crashing down only to be instantly brought back up again, it is a constant cycle. Like I said random week.